Heart Broken :(

I tried to give you my all

But my gestures you declined.

So as my heart wilted

And went up in smoke

You smiled

That ever charming smile.

I felt a glimmer of hope

Then you laughed

Leaving me foolish

And broken.

Just a footprint in the sand

Waiting to be washed away.

Invisible.

I’ll crawl under my rock,

Praying for the sun to come.

And as it warms my back

I think of you

And what we could’ve been.

Would it have been different

If I was blessed with

Elegance and beauty.

Would things be different then?

I threw a stone at my reflection

In hope that it would change.

But as the the water rippled then settled.

The picture stayed the same.

Pitiful and plain.

I see you on the horizon.

I see you in the moon.

But I cannot see you next to me anytime soon.

Will remember you till I die!

Miss You and Love You!

Birthday Present!

My 750GB Ext. HDD Present! ^^V

Besties at Shogun, One Utama

Dinner with Bestie at Shogun, One Utama

I had get a 750GB Ext. Hdd......

Feel so happy! Tomorrow is my actual day of my birthday! hope i will get more present!

N last Thursday I had Dinner with my Besties at Shogun, One Utama!

The food there is sucks but the moment with the bestie is very happy and fun!

p/s: Thanks for attending my birthday dinner! Feel so happy and appreciate with you guys! Having a good times with you guys!

Friendship forever!

Things Happen Again and Again and Again..........

It's Happen again~

I don't know what to do now!

I lost my direction, where is the pathway i used to walk?

Which is the right direction?

Everyone live happily and peacefully!

Why I have to suffer all this??

WHY?.................................

Movie~

Just Back from Movies "Ghost Must Be Crazy"

A Singapore's movie which is quite funny!

enjoying the show tonight! hope my day will be as happy as now!

hope everything go smooth!

God Bless Us!

Good Luck!

Sudden Post~

Feel so pressure and stress!

this is the only place i can shout all my pressure and stress!

had gone through a lot of sad case this week!

does my life have to go through all this sad case non-stop??

i don't know what to respond when I have some trouble!

i don't even know how i going to solve the problem!

maybe the time can go through everything and prove it!

i admit my anger is much more bad than other people!

but if i never shout out my anger! will i be a non emotional person??

i had deactivated facebook with a reason that i cannot accept by myself also!

hope that i can stop facebook and run out of this full of technology world which will make trouble to me! hope everything will be fine~

Good Luck to me!

Don't give up when they is a chance for me to keep~

I Love You!

Its Very Long Time Ago!

Since February until now i didn't update my blog!

what is BLOG to me?

I also don't know!

Maybe is a place which i can shout out my sadness and pressure??

I think so! Because my blog is only view by myself!

I don't even bother who is reading this!

Seriously! My life sometimes I feel it is fucking sucks!

But sometimes I feel it is full of Happiness!

Is this the life which everyone will go through??

I don't know what means by LIFE!

Why is Life have to suffer all those sadness, angry, pain and hurting! and even DEATH!

Why don't GOD create a LIFE for HUMAN which is full of Happiness??

Is already 1 year plus I stay at KL! Life here is just like killing me!

Sometimes I love KL so much but sometimes I love Kampung!

I feel so weird! when I feel like to stay at Kampung, does it mean that I want to run off something??

I don't even know what myself is thinking!

Hope everyone found their LIFE!

GOOD LUCK!

A Very Nice Wedding~

Last weekend, I had went to my cousin wedding ceremony. Is a very nice and grand wedding. I help my uncle to done everything because he was a bit not feeling well. I can meet all my cousin and my uncle aunty. So long time never feel that i was so happiness cause i had very close cousin and also uncle aunty.

Congrats to Andrew and Vivian.
Hope both of you have a very wonderful and full of happiness Husband & Wife.

Regards
Jonathan